Dillema

It was sooo nice to get out of Erie for a little bit!  Some girls and i went up to Niagara Falls in Canada for my best friends Bachalorette party.. It was tons of fun!  After drinking for a bit in the hotel we went to the Hard Rock Cafe and their new nightclub for a bit... It was pretty small and not alot of people were there, but it was still a good time.. Then we went to Rumours for a little bit.. one of the girls wasn't 19 so she couldn't get in so unfortunatly we were only there for about 45 minutes.. We met an awesome group of guys who were there for their Bachelor party right before we left and ended up getting people out on the dance floor so it turned into a hella fun time. After that we went to Peppermints. If you dont know what it is, it was a male strip club... OMG i saw wayyyyy more than i wanted to see! I expected most of the guys to be semi hot... but yea.. there were only one or two that were alright... It was interesting especially when jess decided to buy us table dance..haha  Some of us were still up for more partying so we called the guys from the Bachelor party and hung out at their suites for a bit.  It was just soo nice to see different crowds of people, forget about everything, and just have fun! 

I came home and found out that some stuff i had assumed before turned out to be true but it's not as bad as i thought, for now at least.  Even though I still don't know what to do about the situation i feel tons better than i did last week! i think i need to take little vacations more often!!!

soo excited!! i get to see some GCG this weekend at the Dayton Regional... I'm real nervous cause we think we're going to be on the border of making it into finals... we changed the ending of our show Saturday morning and then had a competition that night in pittsburgh... personally i had a good show again.. i finally added in my flag toss turn around at the end of the opener ive been nervous about doing and it was all good....overall though it was a bad show for us with like 5 drops... we came in 1rst place again with a 76.6 but the judges definitly shouldnt have scored us that high...  we'll see what happens this weekend.... let me know if your going to be there!

i'm sure i mentioned him before.... but i think im accepting the fact that Brian and I aren't going to ever be able to make any relationship besides a good friend type work out.. because of his son, the distance, his job, guard, etc... we've kept in touch through email the past few months and we used to talk on the phone once a week.. but i havent called him for about a month now... part of me doesnt know how to feel.... i feel kind of upset about "getting over him" if thats how u want to look at it.....or maybe its just me realizing it wont work out... oyyy i dont even know what im talking about.......

i suck at updating this thing....    

lets see where to start.........  yea i was supposed to graduate in december, which technically i did....... however, once again i failed my anatomy class (for the 3rd time... thats a big shocker!) so i'm stuck taking another 3 credits this semester.... i picked one of the classes in my major... psychology of motor control.. its a real easy class and only meets twice a week... so its an easy A....   Gannon always has there spring break super early im officially on spring break now, plus we covered everything for the following week today , so no class for the next two weeks!! SWEET        

Winterguard is going really good... at first i didnt like the show as much as i did last year, but its becoming more fun to perform each time... our first show was a disaster! our assistant instructor gave the sound stage the wrong cd ( we added 4 counts to the beginning that week) and the first 4 counts are the same as the 2nd so it took awhile to figure out where everyone was at.. but the rest of the show was decent for the first time out.....we finished 1rst in pittsburgh 2 weeks ago and at the MEPA shows we finished 1rst on Saturday and 2nd on Sunday behind Onyx.. from what ive heard there show is pretty clean, and we're FAR from that..the judges keep saying our show is not designed to be an IA show, and there's sooo much going on, and its all about beign clean... we're not going to water stuff down just bc the judges say so... "we do what we want"  so it'll be interesting to see how clean we can make our show and if we can end up coming out on top again in MEPA... next weekend is the Dayton regional.. im soo excited... as far as i know.. ill get to see gina, junior, beemer, and jessica... anyone else???          btw  Onyx world is super HOT this year.. im not a huge fan of their costumes, but the dancing /movement they have under their tosses and what they are doing is really nice...makes me jealous, but i like watching them.. makes me work harder to try and get to that level....  

theres sooo much more i could write about, but this will do for now.... peace out....